Lola, thanks for the encouragement even though I happen to agree with monster for now... but I still await to hear your reply later.
monster, I see what you're saying with the rewards thing, I just haven't really found one yet that works for me I guess. Even though day 1 was clearly not the way to start out, I felt much better having just gotten off my ass and accomplished it in the first place. Right now, THAT is my reward. I am mostly healed at this point, so I think I'll try again tomorrow with something much lighter/scaled back if I can find it.
sexobon, I started working out with hubs before he joined and was just starting out with workouts, it got me really discouraged really fast because he improved and dropped weight so quickly while I... didn't.
I feel like this thread has just become a ton of excuses from me for everything you all are suggesting, ugh. I don't mean to be that way, I just feel like I should explain what all lead me to this point in the first place.
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