Overflowing

[freshnesschronic]

Tonight I had a chat with some good friends. Talked about a lot for nearly two hours in an AIM chatroom. Now two hours later I am feeling very emo, wondering why I have so many issues, feelings of self doubt, trying to figure out how to right my ship on life's course. A lot of events are happening and a lot of things are directly affecting me in the next month and I just hope I handle them all well and don't fuck up anymore than I have been. Don't know what to do right now, really; in life and in the current moment at my computer.

Sometimes I wish I was Chinese and could hold in every single one of my emotions. Sometimes I wish I was Italian and could ex foliate all my feelings. Not politically correct, but emotions just have a hold on me tonight, dunno why.