Any Decent Pain Groups?

I did not accuse, it was a question. I am often asked leading questions with a lot of reasons behind them. I don't know why but people have weird reactions to those in pain.
Strongest are not always best, I don't react to Opiates the same way most do. I cannot sleep on them and they change my personality when on large quantities. I have had very bad experiences with them... more, and more varied than I can say. Most Dr.s won't listen to me and some have given them to me without my consent.