Giving up...

pensive pam · 10-29-2011, 08:36 PM

she's not coming back. I wanted her to be here so bad; and that is the only reason I came back. Yet, I know that someday she will see the words I have written for her...

So I guess I will just drink and watch, right Erica?? Why don't you just come back on here and call me a whore and a gutter rat. You know that is what you want to say to me.

Make fun of my cigarette stained hands; as my flowers wilt away in the vase. Go ahead and survive on Daddy's money; and call me a 'rag picker' as I shop at the thrift stores...

You never deserved me; and perhaps it was my fault. But, I wanted to stop lying to you; but you would have been dissapointed. I would also like to know who you were 'texting' the message 'I love you' to??? It was not my #; and it was not your mums...

Take care forever,
Pam.

wolf · 10-29-2011, 08:53 PM

Very nearly poetry, that.

pensive pam · 10-29-2011, 09:00 PM

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Originally Posted by wolf

Very nearly poetry, that.

Thank you; but poetry is not my thing. I was demoted from 'Honors English Class' my senior year because I called Ernest Hemmingway a 'long winded faggot.' I also got mad at this poet 'Percy B. Shelly' who was also a long winded waste of time...

Ironically, I know that when I came here, there was a poet named Emma. At times, I think it may have been Erica, but I can't be sure. I can just go on what i have been told. It may make sense if it were here; but then she would not tell...and I have searched for her here...

if you put 100 strangers in a room, the drunk will seek out the drunk; and the depressed will seek out the depressed...etc., etc., Could my exlove be Emma???

Pam.

BigV · 10-29-2011, 09:02 PM

or Sybil?

pensive pam · 10-29-2011, 09:04 PM

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Originally Posted by BigV

or Sybil?

Well, I do not think so. but since you wanted to see me and Emma in a steel cage match, or whatever it was...why not help to find her - ifshe may be Erica?? also, why is there no trace of her??

I did go through the archives and I can't find her. But another poster said it was Erica in disguise. i simply do not know...but that is why i initially came here and was upset...

Pam.

wolf · 10-29-2011, 09:06 PM

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Originally Posted by BigV

or Sybil?

And Rabbit is howling.

zippyt · 10-29-2011, 11:41 PM

Sybil was a SCAM !!

pensive pam · 10-30-2011, 12:03 AM

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Originally Posted by zippyt

Sybil was a SCAM !!

i do not knwo you; but people want to see me and emma. isthis possibel>?? sorry for spelling ambien....alchohol...

was she a good poster.....was she looiking fo frme?? for me?

I am jealus of her naem 'emma' such a pretty name...

i want to love her; not fihth her. i want every1 to be happy ane love...but that is not possible. Mr. toad woulld want every1 to be happy...even me and her. but hen she got sent to 'coventry.' why???

and i would like to know whhy more peple do not acknowledge Mr. toad for his eforts... adn he likeks musc.music...passinggn out.........gooooooooooooooooodbieye

Trilby · 10-30-2011, 07:39 AM

Ambien and alcohol.

Breakfast of champions.

monster · 10-30-2011, 08:00 AM

So this toast and diet coke just ain't cutting it? It does have lemon curd on it....

Trilby · 10-30-2011, 08:14 AM

ya know - lemon curd is good. It just sounds bad.

Clodfobble · 10-30-2011, 08:54 AM

Marmalade is a terrible word too. They should just call them all jam.

BigV · 10-30-2011, 04:47 PM

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Originally Posted by zippyt

Sybil was a SCAM !!

Correct.

I heard that story recently too. Very interesting, sad and interesting.

wolf · 10-30-2011, 05:07 PM

The book and movie made a lot of money, but the resulting "therapy" ruined a lot of otherwise functional people's lives.

Still is.

Aliantha · 10-30-2011, 05:44 PM

We call it lemon butter in our house. Sounds much nicer.

10-29-2011, 08:36 PM	#1
pensive pam Banned Join Date: Apr 2011 Location: Far away... Posts: 538	Giving up... she's not coming back. I wanted her to be here so bad; and that is the only reason I came back. Yet, I know that someday she will see the words I have written for her... So I guess I will just drink and watch, right Erica?? Why don't you just come back on here and call me a whore and a gutter rat. You know that is what you want to say to me. Make fun of my cigarette stained hands; as my flowers wilt away in the vase. Go ahead and survive on Daddy's money; and call me a 'rag picker' as I shop at the thrift stores... You never deserved me; and perhaps it was my fault. But, I wanted to stop lying to you; but you would have been dissapointed. I would also like to know who you were 'texting' the message 'I love you' to??? It was not my #; and it was not your mums... Take care forever, Pam.

10-29-2011, 08:53 PM	#2
wolf lobber of scimitars Join Date: Jul 2001 Location: Phila Burbs Posts: 20,774	Very nearly poetry, that. __________________ wolf eht htiw og "Conspiracies are the norm, not the exception." --G. Edward Griffin The Creature from Jekyll Island High Priestess of the Church of the Whale Penis

10-29-2011, 09:02 PM	#4
BigV Goon Squad Leader Join Date: Nov 2004 Location: Seattle Posts: 27,063	or Sybil? __________________ Be Just and Fear Not.

10-29-2011, 11:41 PM	#7
zippyt LONG LIVE KING ZIPPY! per Feetz Join Date: Mar 2003 Location: Arkansas Posts: 7,661	Sybil was a SCAM !! __________________ "Success is getting what you want. Happiness is wanting what you get. " Brother Dave Gardner

10-30-2011, 07:39 AM	#9
Trilby Slattern of the Swail Join Date: Jul 2004 Posts: 15,654	Ambien and alcohol. Breakfast of champions. __________________ In Barrie's play and novel, the roles of fairies are brief: they are allies to the Lost Boys, the source of fairy dust and ...They are portrayed as dangerous, whimsical and extremely clever but quite hedonistic. "Shall I give you a kiss?" Peter asked and, jerking an acorn button off his coat, solemnly presented it to her. —James Barrie Wimminfolk they be tricksy. - ZenGum

10-30-2011, 08:00 AM	#10
monster I hear them call the tide Join Date: Dec 2005 Location: Perpetual Chaos Posts: 30,852	So this toast and diet coke just ain't cutting it? It does have lemon curd on it.... __________________ The most difficult thing is the decision to act, the rest is merely tenacity Amelia Earhart

10-30-2011, 08:14 AM	#11
Trilby Slattern of the Swail Join Date: Jul 2004 Posts: 15,654	ya know - lemon curd is good. It just sounds bad. __________________ In Barrie's play and novel, the roles of fairies are brief: they are allies to the Lost Boys, the source of fairy dust and ...They are portrayed as dangerous, whimsical and extremely clever but quite hedonistic. "Shall I give you a kiss?" Peter asked and, jerking an acorn button off his coat, solemnly presented it to her. —James Barrie Wimminfolk they be tricksy. - ZenGum

10-30-2011, 08:54 AM	#12
Clodfobble UNDER CONDITIONAL MITIGATION Join Date: Mar 2004 Location: Austin, TX Posts: 20,012	Marmalade is a terrible word too. They should just call them all jam. __________________ My book My other book My spirit animal

10-30-2011, 05:07 PM	#14
wolf lobber of scimitars Join Date: Jul 2001 Location: Phila Burbs Posts: 20,774	The book and movie made a lot of money, but the resulting "therapy" ruined a lot of otherwise functional people's lives. Still is. __________________ wolf eht htiw og "Conspiracies are the norm, not the exception." --G. Edward Griffin The Creature from Jekyll Island High Priestess of the Church of the Whale Penis

10-30-2011, 05:44 PM	#15
Aliantha trying hard to be a better person Join Date: Jan 2006 Location: Brisbane, Australia Posts: 16,493	We call it lemon butter in our house. Sounds much nicer. __________________ Kind words are the music of the world. F. W. Faber

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