The Cellar 'Home base' academy awards...

[pensive pam]

Originally Posted by monster

Easter is dead to me too, since Pam said those nasty things. My children will get no candy.

you are correct. i am upset, and very angry!!! i will put myself to bed now. I wish we could all get along. i will do 2 shots of vodka before going to bed, but i am upset, and a drunk. i am sorry. i hope your family has a great easter. for me...i will be alone. I am too embarassed to go home, and I live a lie every day...

I have tried some acting roles in the city. and some of the agents think i am 'promising' and have some talent. but i do not have formal talent in writing or acting. another agent said i was 'gifted' but i am afraid. and that agent said i do not need to act, i am just good at it. granted it is all deaf 'roll playing' on the auditon but they say that my emotions comes thru when i play character of being deaf. i only hope...

Happy Easterr,
Love Pam.